When did i stop giving a damn?

Im a happy gay garbage man....

*(inside joke.... if u really need to no den giv me a buzz)*

I dont fear death i fear a new life....

For every question of love i have a scar upon my wrist.....

I live in my own little world but its ok they no im there....

*so its not mine but i liked it*

Im falling hard, im falling fast, when will i hit the bottom so my life will no longer last?

I dont no what your talking about there are (no) scares on my (writsts).....

If i had the time to say goodbye dont you think i would with these tears in my eyes?

If I told you that I love you,
Would it make you stay?
If I held this gun to my head,
Would still turn away?

Is this hell or just what i imagine it to be?