If i had the time to say goodbye dont you think i would with these tears in my eyes?

If I told you that I love you,
Would it make you stay?
If I held this gun to my head,
Would still turn away?

Is this hell or just what i imagine it to be?

What ever happened to the sweet little innocent me?

Because i cry myself to sleep, does it make me weak?
Because i cut when i feel pain, does it make me mental?
Because i wish this life was over, does it make me suicidal?

I'll be just fine pretending im not....

With the antipation of the storm, the waves crash, the cutter reveals their blade ready to put it in place, ready to do what feels so right, the storm hits n the blood flows, this cutter closes their eyes n says their final goodbye.

It may look painful to you but to me its painless

Do i stay because I love you or do I stay because I'm afraid to leave?

Do I stay because you say you love me or because I chose believe?

Do we last because we're good together or because we're both scared there's nothing better?

How many meanings can I LOVE YOU really have???