When i have problems i lean on my trust worthy friend i pick up my knife ~N~ cut deeper~N~deeper into my skin

ItS fUnny h0w thE thiNgs y0u d0nt d0 hUrtS mE s0 bAdly

Sitting in a r00m heart c0ld as ice
just n0w relizing that l0ve really d0es have a price the price is the pain i really hate t0 pay feeling it burn thr0ugh 0ut my s0ul each ~n~everyday

DEath bEhinD thEse eyEs hAte bEhind theSe criEs bl00d nExt t0 mE wErE my b0dy liEs

I wAnt y0u t0 kn0w thAt eVeytiMe i criEd wAsnt bEcAusE y0u hUrt mE it wAS thE fAct thAt i l0vED y0u wiTh alL thAt i aM aNd thAt i knEw s00nEr 0r lAtEr it w0uld End

Y0u sAid y0u l0vEd mE bUt y0u chEAtEd h0w c0uld y0u d0 iT? i mAy nEvEr gEt 0vEr thiS bUt i wiLl gEt thr0ugh iT desiree rose

As mY sKin kiSsEs thE blAdE dEEpEr ~n~ dEEpEr int0 dEAth i bEgAn t0 phAdE

L0st with0ut A cluE iN t0 dEEp t0 lEt g0 And t0 hUrt t0 c0ntinuE
by:desiree rose >rAyrAy

I cUt t0 cAlm d0wn i cUt t0 bE frEE y0u wiLl nEvA kn0w mY pAiN cUz y0u wiLl nEvA kn0w mE
by:dEsirEE r0se >rAyrAy

I h0pE i livE T0 sEE thE dAy y0u rElizE i didNt sliP y0u pUshEd mE AwAy
by:dEsirEE rosE>rAyrAy