Sometimes when I'm all alone
I wonder who I am...
Tears, salty, sweet with pain
Wish to hell they'd fall like rain...
My feelings are mixed up
I dont know what I feel...
You don't see the pain I endure
and sometimes I wonder if you care...
Life for me is meaningless,
Unlike his or hers...
I wish I could tell you
Whats going on inside of me...
A wound heals slowly,
like the understanding of time...
You reach out for a hand
But there's nothing to hold...
A silent plea, a question asked.
This delighted face is but only a mask...
My life is fading,
I want to die...
I've come to hate the person I am inside.
No longer my feelings will I hide...
I'm smiling,
I'm laughing...