She paints a perfect picture
She tells a flawless lie...
Tears, salty, sweet with pain
Wish to hell they'd fall like rain...
Im going to cut
these loveless wrists...
I wish I could tell you
Whats going on inside of me...
I'm so tired of living a lie,
Of smiling at the secrets I hide...
Wanting to disappear,
Hide in the shadows...
I'm going to go to sleep now
For the remainder of my life...
I stare at the mirror seeing myself,
Knowing the person staring back will kill herself...
She hears the darkness calling,
It's ringing in her ear...
She set down on her bed and began to cry.
Deep down she knew it was time to say goodbye...
I'm in such disarray, nothing anymore can make me...
Let go, let me go, I don't wan to feel this pain...
I don't know why I hold on everyday
When I just want to let go...