I’m sick of hiding from you
But I know...

When I say good-bye
Do you realize that it could be for forever...

“No mommy we cant let it go!”
Tugging at mommies’ skirt...

As the pain turns to hate,
These walls are built...

I like to pretend
That you notice I’m alive...

Order me some Pain in a glass.
For I’ve never known a pain so great...

Trees are waving.
As if its good bye...

“Tell me what's wrong, little sister.
Let me into your darkest secrets...

You’ve supported me
All my life...

I wonder if I’m supposed to die,
but something keeps stopping me...

I can’t believe I’ve fallen this...
When I used to say...

*i wrote this poem for a short story that i was...
For many years...