I sat in my room,
Reading a book...

These tears taste different
Their not sweet and salty...

How did I become
Everything I never wanted to be...

Have you ever wondered
What they would say...

Struggling in the current.
Gasping for breath...

Last night
Something just clicked...

I sit here
Razor in my hand...

I can tell you now
This is going to be hard...

What am I doing?
I’m stronger than this...

I didn’t tell you,
But I did it again...

Do you remember those days
When we would laugh and smile...

Sometimes I wonder,
What I did to deserve...