Just sit back,
And watch my life fall apart...
Just a few miles down from here,
Lying on the side of the road...
Cross my heart,
What a relief, to die...
What the h3ll?
Not again...
I feel the bile rise in my throat,
Just a routine after diner treat...
I pierce the knife into my skin and sacrifce my...
*I wrote this when i was thinking of suicide...so...
The jokes, the laughs,
The tears , the pain...
Look at the picture of us,
She looks so happy to be with me...
I am so sorry,
I did you wrong...
Perfect warm smile,
Eye to cut you like a knife...
The standards are so high,
They're telling us to be thin...
I thought you wouldn't understand,
Just what I felt for you...