I feel the bile rise in my throat,
Just a routine after diner treat...

I'm not perfect,
I have certainly made my share of mistakes...

Stifling heat keeps the windows and doors closed,
Unusually quiet, the neighborhood seems deserted...

Last year was a hard year for us,
I think you finally realize how much it hurt...

All through this year, I felt awkward and out of...
All my friends seemed so close, and I always felt...

Do you remember out last day together?
Remember how it hurt to leave forever...

Its hard to forget what happened,
Though it was so long ago...

Lift up my shirt,
Expose the sins upon my flesh...

Im trying; I hate to see what Ive become,
The fingers in my throat, the body becoming numb...

What happened to us?
We used to do everything together...

The darkness creeps around me,
The shadows dance upon my walls at night...

The tears fall down my face,
And your face pops into my mind...