May your nightmares chock you in your sleep
finding no air no matter how hard you try to breath,
the depth of pressure pressed upon your throat,
cutting off any sign of life,
so you may remember that you were the one who put an end to my being.

I rather you hate me,

Than have no feelings towards me at all.

I thought I had moved on,
But those aren’t my footprints on the ground,
As you moved ahead,
Our memories held me back instead.

I need to let go,
Or this will kill me,
I need to learn how to forget,
Just like you did.

Since promises can be broken,

Forever also has an ending.

Dont ignore things only because your in love,

the only thing it will do for you is bring your self esteem down.

I cant sew up the wounds I have inflicted upon you,

I can only see them ripe wider apart if i stay.

You hate me because i lied,

Yet you never wanted to hear the truth!

I rather live life regreting what i did do,
Rather than regreting what i didnt.

The battle against depression is never really won,
you just survive hoping something will bring an end to it