I thought I had moved on,
But those aren’t my footprints on the ground,
As you moved ahead,
Our memories held me back instead.

I rather you hate me,

Than have no feelings towards me at all.

May your nightmares chock you in your sleep
finding no air no matter how hard you try to breath,
the depth of pressure pressed upon your throat,
cutting off any sign of life,
so you may remember that you were the one who put an end to my being.

My heart won’t die for you again,
Your love will never rise within’

I made sure you couldn’t dig yourself out,
I buried you face down.

They say I’m insane,
Only because I see the hell on earth,
And embrace it.

Dont promise me the world,
For the world has casted me into the darkness,
Just promise me you wont do the same.

Dont mourn my death,
celebrate it,
i have begun to live,

i mourn for you,
your still dead,
roaming around as if you were alive.

The plague of your lies,
Decay my body,

When my mind dies,
You’ll be sorry.

I'll start living,

When i take my first breath after death.

Im an advocate of pain,
Because I refuse to die for love again.