I died so long ago,
But i refuse to get buried,

I wont leave this world,
Until you know how much you meant to me.

Open wounds,
Ripping wider,

Unable to safe guard my heart,
For I’ve grown tired.

As I try to pull myself out,
The weight of your lies holds me down.

Nor your promises or efforts,
Can erase what has been done.

Images of you and her,
Recorded forever in my mind,

Replaying over and over again in my head,
I rather be asleep or buried dead.

For him all do anything,
Change if must,
This is the first person,
I’m willing to adjust.

If you’re going to lose someone,
Your going to lose them no matter what you do,
Just don’t lose your dignity along with it.

Shall I take the risk?
Should I bring down my walls?

I don’t have a choice,
For you I have begun to fall.

Don’t speak,
I understand,

You don’t like me that way,
But by your side I wish to stay,

If I could day after day,
Just don’t push me away.

I wish i never met you,
But today again ive lied,

I would give anything,
To have you by my side one more time.

Last night I got drunk
Off of the thought of you,
I cried as I sat at the bar,
Feeling hopeless because there's nothing I can do.