I wish you could see me now holding back the tears
I am really trying not to...

I did something bad
Something really bad...

My birthday was today
It was real swell...

At 12:26am, I got a little poke
When I realized what happened...

It seems only yesterday
when we found out...

Happy Birthday to my sis
you are now 24...

I had one of my dreams again
about you and me...

I wish I could call you
to tell you my awesome news...

My god I miss you
I wish you were home...

I keep dreaming of you
in another form...

I kept telling myself "No way"
There was absolutely no way...

Counting down the days until I relax
That's when I get to let go of all the anger and...