I can't tell you, I hope you understand
I can't listen to that sad voice...

I sit here, thinking
About all the lies you have told...

*It's a little long, but please read and comment.*
To my real father...

He sat there in the garden
Deep in thought and prayer...

I remember the first time I saw you
The first time your eyes met mine...

I searched so long
For the perfect guy...

You walk into the room
I find a place to hide...

I lie awake tonight
I couldn't start to sleep...

Gazing at you again
I see what I didn't before...

I'm still in shock
That anyone could commit such a sin...

I can't get you to notice me
Although I'm waving my hand in front of your face...

Dark angels swarm above me
As I so tenderly sleep...