*About my first suicide attempt. My best friend...
Tortured restless, can’t go on...

Sitting alone as I shed these tears
Because I’m living in my world of fears...

Taking out this shiny knife
I make a new cut tonight...

I'm getting this feeling
I hate it so much...

These crimson lines along my arm
Are drawings that I create...

I can't live this life anymore
I'm so sick of this endless strife...

*It's sort of long... please read it though. This...
In a world so far away...

Little girl, why do you cry?
Why do you shed those tears...

It is raining once again
It has been for a while...

*It's sort of long but it's worth reading...
Dear Diary, today sucked...

It’s this familiar feeling
That I have felt before...

Press your face into the pillow
Hide the tears you shed...