I try to kill myself but came up short
Man I wish I was far away through court...

I envy you with all the love you recieves
Why am I the one to be hated and always to grieve...

I'M SUFFOCATING, CHOKING, DIEING
I'M LOOSING CONTROL OF MY LIFE...

I've left you to rome alone,
While over the ocean,how far I've flown...

Some tell me he's the best I've had
Others say move and that side of my life was sad...

I placed the letter upon my lips
Like your butterfly kisses on my fingertips...

God didn't mean for things to be this way.
He gave us choices and our roles to play...

As I lay here once like we've been
Though the little we've seen...

My heart is racing
I can't go on...

People like me look down, cast out, scorn...
Make you all look like hogs...

I feel dreary, weak and dead.
I'll be leaving soon with so much unsaid...

You promised me forever but had passed away
You promised me love yet it didn't stay...