I cant believe this is happening again
i am relying on things that aren't going to help...
    I sit alone and bleed
It's that release i need...
    We have been hurt and scared
We have loved and lost...
    Selfish things happen to selfish people
suicide is selfish so why not happen to me...
    I sit alone
with two pictures...
    This is my last goodbye
and I'm writing this to explain why...
    The pain i feel will never leave me
the guilt will always haunt me...
    Alone, shaking and scared
In the centre of the dark cold room...
    I walk along a long but narrow corridor
like the ones i have seen before...
    I sit alone in the center of the floor
i want to be dead...
    Is she lieing or is it true
no one has got a clue...
    Hmmmm why do we love 
why do we hate...