I can't think, I can't write, I can't sleep,
I have seen too much, I can't see anymore...
It hurts to know you don't recognize me,
And that your just not who you used to be...
I'd love to say my faith was like a powerful boat...
I'd love to say I was calm and cool, always...
You used to call me an angel, with flowing blond...
An angel of love, embraces and care...
I am an confused wreck of randomness,
I am of no importance, a complicated mess...
I catch myself staring at you, as you walk away,
Thinking of how you might have, could have...
A heart broken to a million pieces,
I try harder and your love decreases...
She walks along a lonely road,
Feeling like her heart is about to explode...
The world can be a messed up and awful place,
And I can see you feel broken, and fallen from...
"Dreams are for fools," they spoke like...
"If you go that way, you're gonna pay the...
Chaos and dirt flows in the noisy air.
There's to much of all for any to bare...
I am not strong, nor noble or wise,
I am not the sun behind the dark skies...