~* This poem is XxI Hate MyselfxX continued, it...
I don't want to be like this...

Red wine the color of crimson
crimson the color of blood...

The hurt and the pain
all over again...

The noises you poisoned me with
the voices that you broke me with...

This is my way out
out of this life...

Screaming out for help
screaming really loud...

You saw the scars upon my wrist
you saw the tears welling in my eyes...

Sitting here
in this room...

Bored of this tiresome world
Bored of the life that never lets me sleep...

Dear God are you up there?
are you watching over me...

People, why do they do this?
why would they do this...

Have you ever wondered
why this world can be so cruel...