Through all of my lies
You see exactly who it is I really am...
Think back a while now
3 or 4 years it was...
Here I am, sitting alone
in a shed of silence...
Sitting in the shadows
sitting on my own...
Cutting to hide my fears
wearing jumpers to hide my scars...
Too many nights have I wasted in silence,
Too many times have I cried to my pillow...
How is this me
I really don’t know...
How can you love someone
that's done something you can't stand...
You were never there
never there when i needed you most...
Ever felt so cold inside
that not even a fire could warm you up...
I'm looking within
this old broken mirror...
I am still waiting for my day
The day where I can understand your pain...