Looking into my heart of hearts
trying to find what I couldn't before...
Will anyone ever notice me?
or will i always be alone...
I don't understand
why I had to be fat...
I don't want to be like this
i don't want to hurt this way...
Slicing at my wrists
just watching all the blood...
Never wanted you to know
never really trusted you...
I saw it in his eyes
there was nothing left...
I sit here on this chair
the clock is quickly ticking by...
The things that you say
i know they're all true...
You looked down
and saw my wrist...
So here I am again
another night...
People, why do they do this?
why would they do this...