"dear mummy and daddy
i heard what you said...
Is my life so worthless
That nothing I do can destroy it more...
I cut myself and feel relieved
but not as relieved as i could be...
I sit here every night
i cut my wrists...
Dead to the world
like an empty can...
The hurt and the pain
all over again...
Every-thing's just gone to my head
it was annoying me all day...
Nothings ever right, or even ever wrong,
Everything’s a mess, not ever what it seems...
Sitting here
in this room...
I would love life
Accept it sucks...
Too many sleepless nights
because of too many memories...
You told him my secret
one i didn't want him to hear...