Will you ever know
how much i care for you...

Running out of reasons of why this world is so...
running out of hope that this will all soon stop...

Every things gone wrong
nothing now is ever right...

I sit here on this chair
the clock is quickly ticking by...

Whenever i am here,
i feel like i shouldn't be...

I don't want to be like this
i don't want to hurt this way...

Too many nights have I wasted in silence,
Too many times have I cried to my pillow...

Its me all alone in this small world
No one left, there or here...

~* This poem is XxI Hate MyselfxX continued, it...
I don't want to be like this...

I don't want to be like this
i don't want to hurt this way...

Is there a god
why should there be...

Your hardships make you who you are
So never doubt the soul you hold...