I cut my pain away
The pain of today...
I open my eyes
But my sight is blurred...
I haven’t seen you in so long
It seems like forever...
The house is dark
The silence is nauseating...
We both lied
We both screwed up...
I want your help
But I don’t know how to let you know...
I know you know
I don’t know how...
Don’t assume you know me
Don’t tell me to “suck it up...
This one’s for you
I’m bleeding for you...
I walk alone
Eyes fastened to the ground...
I tell myself I’m over you
But I’m not...
I’ve been holding everything in
Swearing I wouldn’t break down...