And I still can't read our old conversations without stopping to cry.

Always beating myself up for things that can not be controlled.

So I guess no matter how hard I try to make sense of this, it'll always come back to the fact that things change, people change, and stupid girls like me make mistakes.

They think they know, but not a single one of them do... No one will ever understand how much I loved you.

Boy, you don't know how much I died reading those words; realizing that you were straight up telling me that what you had once felt was gone.

I'm feeling so useless and brokenup; all I need to fix me is to be truly loved again.

I guess I loved you so much because you were the only one who I ever trusted. You know me, always blocking and pushing others out... but when you came along, with a few simple words all my walls crumbled and I wanted to share my entire life with you.

It may sound silly, and I admit it's pathetic, but sometimes I listen to your favourite songs because it's the closest thing I'll ever be to you again...

Look what I've become... Look what I've become without you.

After a while you start depending on that certain someone. I guess it hurts so much when they're gone is because we spent every waking minute with them and we forget how to live without them.