It begins again and I take it for the worse
I try to smile, but I can't with this curse...

He stares out the window, as he finishes his...
a tear drops from his bloodshot eyes, and now...

My Christmas days were special, at least when I...
I was happy with my little toys, my little Tonka...

Dear mom I think I'm dying. No Mom, I'm not lying.
This is what came from trying. Please Mom don't...

It's 2 o`clock in the morning, I just left your...
Thinking about what we said, the things we talked...

I haven't written in a while, I guess I lost my...
But now I'm back again, with another situation...

That night was one to remember, and I remember it...
I've reached the end of my ropes, in the past I...

I write with the blood, that drips from my pen.
I change this white paper, to crimson red...

I'm in a completely different world, one I live...
No one knows I exist, until I do something wrong...

You've reached the point of no return, you cant...
The longer you fight, or the taller you stand, its...