It's 2 o`clock in the morning, I just left your...
Thinking about what we said, the things we talked...

My Christmas days were special, at least when I...
I was happy with my little toys, my little Tonka...

Staring in the mirror, recalling his worthless...
giving up all hope he had, seeking freedom through...

That night was one to remember, and I remember it...
I've reached the end of my ropes, in the past I...

I cant smile without regret, i cant laugh without...
i refuse to shed a tear of sorrow, because tears...

Please don't shed a tear for me..please for me...
It's not your fault this happened, you're not the...

Once again i write, just hoping to ease this pain
develop an understanding, and try to love again...

If I could turn back the hands of time I would
Because I regret not saying the things I should...

He said that he wanted to die, they said death was...
they realized he wasn't joking, with all the pills...

My life is falling apart, i swear that everyday
I'm criticized when I smile, hated for what I say...

My life is coming to a close, and I have nothing...
nothing but scars, blood and tears, and the hopes...

The blades on the floor
i see my reflection in the blood...