Dear mom I think I'm dying. No Mom, I'm not lying.
This is what came from trying. Please Mom don't...

He watches from the balcony, as she kisses him...
he stares and sighs with regret, of not really...

Wont someone help me
I'm tired of this pain...

It's time to make a change, I'm serious about that
I can't spend my life in shadows, constantly...

How come
You weren't there, when i needed a helping hand...

I remember the time
good and bad...

I'm in a completely different world, one I live...
No one knows I exist, until I do something wrong...

I've done so much
and walk so far...

I'm giving into you, I don't wanna fight anymore
it's gotten me nothing, but a few closed doors...

It begins again and I take it for the worse
I try to smile, but I can't with this curse...

It'll tell another lie, just to confuse your heart
Even though you're used to it, it'll still rip you...

The piercing screams as a sleep send me to search...
the thoughts of what happened back then...