The day I first met you
I never would've known...

Sometimes i wish
I knew what lay ahead...

I barely got any sleep
I was nervous all night...

The weeks go by
And all i can do is cry...

Slowly I process
All that's said and done...

I go to sleep & dwell in dreams
My fears, my desires, my hopes...

I'm trying to hide the pain I feel
The dreams I had no longer seem real...

The moon twinkles
In the midnight hour...

Dear family,
I can not be me...

Why is it that when I look in your eyes
All I see is lies...

Today I sitit there past the window
Looking out hoping to see you...

Dancing with rhythm
Though there is no music...