I want you to know
I'm ready to go...
I'm waiting for my calling
The call of the Reaper...
You're are always there
Even in your prayers...
As I dream the dream everyone wants to dream
As I wear the clothes everyone wants to wear...
We think a like
We act a like...
I wanna be careless as a flower
Loose as powder in the wind...
When I lay in bed and stare out the window
I realize I'm full of nothingness...
I feel the cold take over me
I blade against my skin...
When I'm dreaming at night
Dreaming about how I planned to kill myself or...
This is me from A to Z!
Abused and empty inside...
Why can't I make you happy
Why can't I make you smile...
When you left
You left everything...