*I found this in my note book, it was in my hand...
I can’t breathe...

I’m I pain, but I enjoy it, freezing my...
Living not breathing, in a world of my own...

I hurt people
I rip them to pieces...

Does it sound dumb to say that I missed you?
I need so much to tell you that I really care...

I wish that I could sink
Deep into the sea...

You are the only thing that ever meant anything to...
You were the ones that created that smile upon my...

I watch you from a distance, but my hope is far...
I will hold onto you forever, if you promise you...

I’m not sad, I’m just not happy
I smile, although it’s not always real...

Don’t cut for me, I’m worthless
I don’t deserve someone like you...

Dress me up in ribbons to try and hide my rags
Disguise me so that I look just as you imagine me...

Your words caress me as I sleep
I long for you to be here with me...

Jealousy is all I am
Green with evil my eyes shine...