I hug the teddy bear you gave me,
wishing with everything that it were you.
Yet every tear that falls,
is becuse i know that it will never be true.

I'm not trying to die... I'm trying to cut the rubberbands areound my wrist that are consticing me on the inside.

I know I'm being a coward. I know I'm running away. I know I 'm going to mess things up for the ones around me.... but thats why they don't need someone as selfish as me...

Im trying to fall in love, but I know ill end up on the floor, because there is no one to catch me...

People who are suicidal don't really want to die. They want the pain to end.

When you love someone...
Don't let them go...
Let you love..
Truly show...

When you really care for them...
Don't just disappear...
It may create...
Tears...

I refuse to shed a single tear for this one way love...

I dont blame you for leaving, I only blame myself...The blame is only for me becuse I waited for a happyness I know I can't have...A level of happyness, that even now, I feel I dont deserve

My heart USED to love him....you know, when he was kind and a sweet. Now, seeing his true color, all I want to do is kill him slowly and painfuly....He diserves it...

Cut me into small squares like an unwanted paper doll...You already ripped me in two. </3