What is this feeling?
Is it just in believing...

A song I wrote.
If I gave you the chance would you be satisfied...

Like insects attacking the vital organs of my...
You suck the marrow of hope and faith out of my...

What do you do when.....
angels stop to morn the dead...

Wish you could see me.
Not the sex addicted...

I cut myself for my mother
-who brought me in to ths world...

I smile
A forced smile...

~i want a boy who will tell me i\\\'m beautiful...
~i want a boy who will tell me i\\\'m intelligent...

I'm not looking for anything I don't need.
Sometimes it gets to me though, this sadness...