My inner demons protect me from the evil good in which you teach

Watching the rose wilt.
once so beautiful and proud,
i see your reflection

Razors give confort from the things i have felt.....pain is what i seek.

And in that moment all i ever wanted,
was your lips apon mine

I think I'm fading away
But I keep thinking that you'll wake me up with a whisper in my ear
I keep hoping that you'll sneak in my room

You could shatter my heart in to a million pieces......and all you'd have to say was a simple "I'm sorry" for me to jump through hoops to forgive you....

And you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break

Weak
scared
telling myself
it'll all be ok
searching
for truth
in all these lies
and betrayals
finding noting
but my
own
confusion
and sorrow

The worst part of it all...is you could see the tearz running down my face..and STILL have the nerve to ask whats wrong......(by me)

Life doesnt suck....its livin it that does(by me)