When I was younger I would be scared to go to sleep thinking that I would have a nightmare and any sort of reality was better than that. Now I am scared to wake up because all this reality is far worse than the dreams.

I know I should be happy, and I know I was happy just a few minutes ago. Now I'm not though. Why does this keep happening to me?

"Soon the rain will wash away the sun"
-IAMGHOST- "Dead Girl Epilogue"

"I can finger it but I can't blow it."
*my friend rusty said this talking about playing an instrument*

Everybodys brain is a small galaxy. We should make an effort to understand these galaxies before we pass judgement, or try to alter them.
-Emmy Cicierega

Believe me when I say that I will never hurt myself again. Believe me when I say that I'll never try to kill myself again. Believe me when I say that I'm so sorry.

"It won't be all right despite what they say."
-AFI- "Death of Seasons"

I've spent nights curled up in the dark, hiding under a blanket, laying on the floor, telling myself over and over that I am loved just so that I won't end it.

It would take a life time and more to tell you everything I have done and why.

Help me heal these wounds, they've been open for way too long. Help me fill this soul, even though this is not your fault that I'm open, and I'm bleeding all over your brand new rug.
-Good Charlotte- "Wounded"