I could go a day with out blinking,
A day without sleeping...

I sit here and wonder if I will ever be in love...
I was in love once (I think), and it was the most...

I looked at their love and thought it was...
I thought that their love would last for ever and...

Wondering where I went wrong,
Wondering if I'm gonna feel this bad for long...

Summer nights seem to mask it all
When your young and can't see threw the fakeness...

Race to the phone to see if you called.
Race to the computer to see if you sent an e-mail...

It's been so long,
Since I've felt your touch...

Three words changed everything.
They changed a friendship...

It's beenm 2 years now
And everything is different...

I thought that it was there.
I thought that you cared...

TO: Ric James Chase
R.I.P-1987-2005...

It was a long lonely road that I had to take,
One that I now know wasn't a mistake...