Kinda long...but please read and tell me what you...
What have we become...

Every night I sit here
Laying over my paper...

You are truly beautiful
no matter what you feel inside...

Every time you touch me
My stomach aches...

Each and every day
My fears...

How do I deal with this,
And all the things you do...

These unshed tears
Burn my eyes...

I know what it's like to want to die
What if feels like to cry yourself to sleep each...

I laid the knife upon my wrist
Asking myself why life had to end like this...

The past is all that seems
To be able to fill my mind...

I want to be the one
You see in your dreams...

I talk and you hear,
But you don't listen...