Its so hard to explain how i feel. some times, i wish he would just walk in the door and tell me that everything is going to be ok. i know i can't change the past, but i would give everything just for my dad to care.

Its so sad, how i still think of you. but i dont seem to understand... what else am i supposed to do? a year has gone by, and my heart is still yours... but i'm sitting here crying, behind closed doors.

Its so hard to see her standing there, in your arms, when i know, that i was once her. and i miss the way i felt when you were around. Some times, i wish you knew, that after all this time, the only one i've ever loved, is no longer mine.

This whole time, all i've ever really wanted to tell you is how much i love you, now that i had the chance, i wish i never would have spoke a word

And some times, all i want is for you to look at me, and actually see me, instead of always looking past. It hurts to look into your eyes, and know they dont even realize i'm there.

...ALL BECAUSE YOU LIED TO IT, WITH 3 LITTLE WORDS - YOUR CONFESSION OF AN UNDYING LOVE. I CAN'T HELP BUT STILL BELIEVE YOU REALLY MEANT FOREVER.

MY HEART IS A REFLECTION OF THE EMPTYNESS YOU LEFT ME WITH. IT MAGNIFYS THE PAIN YOUVE CAUSED DOLUTES THE HAPPYNESS I ONCE FELT, AND DENYS ME THE RIGHT TO FORGET....[2 B CONTINUED]

Would you accept "I'm sorry." if it was written on the floor, in blood, next to my cold, dead body?

You're always putting me on hold for every one else, when for once, all i wanted was for you to put every one else on hold for me.

Men...are like pet rocks. You wouldn't give your heart to a pet rock would you? no! exactly...so why give it to a man???