Behind my eyes
And behind all the lies...
I try and i try
And then i try harder...
There we were together
There i had my chance...
We both said it was over
We both said we where through...
Where am i, i cannot say
I didn't want life to be this way...
I don't know what to say
I don't know how to say it...
What i want no one can see
What i need no one knows...
Heads turning
Mouths open wide...
Running, chasing
After what i thought was real...
Why does it have to be me
Itll never change...
With the year coming to an end
I cant help but think...
As i lay may head on my pillow
Resting my heart...