I am disgusted with the fact that I still care
I want to hate you with everything inside me I...

Tormented with lies
And deceitful eyes...

Where is my smile?
Have you seen it...

I must be the stupidest person on this earth
Thinking for one second that you could recognize...

You are upset and I can understand because for a...
Wondering where I might be coming home when I...

I should have known the second I pushed our son...
That you and me and our whole relationship was not...

This mat that you call your partner will not let...
Through the pain and the tears I grew stronger...

I used to think that my life was complete
Until that one opportune day in my thoughts that...

You had the nerve with your hand easing up my...
As you try to delude my mind with your continuous...