Lonlyest day of my life

Know this if im not arownd enny more know that i will always love you and will always be in your heart with all that ive helped you with

Why hasn't she smiled true in a long time

Im miss makeing her laugh
makeing her smile
makeing her happy to be alive
but now she with him where ther is lies
tirs and blood seeing him with other girls

Why dont i end this all
end her being sad
end her cutting
why dont i just end it
end my life b/c i
I cant move on
i cant let go of my shinning star
just end it all so she is free

Im sorry i changed i didnt realize it
i know now that you that i was changeing in to him but you didnt want him you wanted me and for that im sorry i was blind

How can you ben in love with someone when you think eachother is anoing

Why is she so blind to see past his lies
his bold face lies how can she not see that i wonte lie to her i will tell her the truth about ennything and everything
just to have him lie about that to her why cant she see

Looking down and walking away is the only was i can keep my self alive .................it just hurts to much to look up in to you eyes

She would be dealrly missed, i dont know if i could make it threw that