My mother doesn't notice
that look in my eyes...

“She had an overdose…
She was so close...

I feel that i deserve this
that with each and every cut...

Now all those who do not know me
may think I'm OTT...

I came in from school at 4
and slashed away the day...

I always got good marks
the top 5 in the class...

You don't know her secret pain
she tried to take her life again...

Yes I'm all messed up
and I'm reaching for the blade...

I'm not sure how to tell them
their darling daughters dead...

One day I'll cut too far
one day I'll cut too deep...

The pain, the anger
all that done...