I kneel to say my evening prayer
But I wonder, Is he even listening up there...

I lay in bed, close my eyes to the moonbeams
And wait to float to a land full of dreams...

I sit here on the stairs, smokin a joint
And I wonder, Why am I living? What's the point...

I hate my schools
I hate all the rules...

I ponder as I walk down the street
'Will I ever feel loved, ever feel complete...

I cannot describe how I feel in your arms
I cannot describe how your kiss fills me...

I can never find the words
To tell you how much I love you...

I sit here, reprimanding myself
For causing you the pain I did...

I screwed it up once,
I thought we were through...

I'm going somewhere so far away
but my love for you will never sway...

I look at my wrists, all torn and red
I want to pull the hair right outta my head...

I still miss you, my Daddy so dear
I wish you were still with me, I wish you were...