It's so cold
So cold, without you...

I can't push it away this time
So I'll try to put it down into rhyme...

If love is the meaning of all things, as it is...
What happens when you feel your heart is dead...

Walls all around me
I can't see them through the darkness...

I am alone in the darkness, alone in my hate
But no longer will I sit here and foolishly wait...

I see everything through a red curtain,
and all I feel is my desperate heart hurtin...

I look at the glamorous stars of today
and wonder, How did it, how did they get this way...

It happened so fast, I didn't see it coming
The joy of it, the ecstacy was almost mind-numbing...

I miss him.
I miss the way that he held me...

I have no one to talk to, no one to listen
Just the reminder of everything I'm missin...

Why do I care about him, why do I even say hi?
All he does to me is backstab and lie...

As I sit there in his warm embrace
I think about him, looking at his face...