I miss him.
I miss the way that he held me...

A dark walk down a hidden path
Groping, groping through nothingness...

It happened so fast, I didn't see it coming
The joy of it, the ecstacy was almost mind-numbing...

I can't push it away this time
So I'll try to put it down into rhyme...

I sit here, reprimanding myself
For causing you the pain I did...

I see her hold his hand, I look at mine, so empty
I see him smile at her, I look about me and see...

I was there in the beginning
I was there in the end...

It's been so long since I've heard your voice
So long since I've made the choice...

I sit here on the stairs, smokin a joint
And I wonder, Why am I living? What's the point...

I'm going somewhere so far away
but my love for you will never sway...

Have you ever just sat and watched
that one person who makes your world perfect...

I hated life, thought it was cruel
I thought I was a nobody, a fool...