14 souls lost in this life
14 souls to start this strife...

Last log in 2008
what was my deal? i had no right to be the way i...

A ripping hole inside my heart
fleshwound...

Say to me what i need to hear
say to me that death is near...

The light burns a little different at this hour
i think alot about the past but it makes my mind...

I loved and i lost. but i never thought ide lose...
pain...

Before my time there was a man, a simple man...
had life in the palm of his hand. navy, grad...

Found you in my mind
lusted...

I knew i shouldn't of left you but now your...
just like gram ma you've left this place, the...

I stifle my thoughts, and bottle them until...

I stand to see this crumble down
these times i seem to slowly drown...

Hopeless feelings, numbing pain, these will make...
swallow whole and do not choke...