Can't be...
I'll Never allow the red of that rose to come...

Here I sit,
Writing in a little book...

Needing to be in control,
Feeling out of sanity...

Crawling into my mind again,
Thoughts of death are seeping in...

Stairs through dark-end eyes,
Tears of black stream down her face...

Dear diary,
I cried for the first time in a long time today...

You are my continence,
You make me so conscious...

Sweetness, I wish to die
Can't take living my immortal lie...

Told my pain,
Showed my truth...

Kiss me once,
So sweetly just kiss me so I can remember you...

This is all I feel,
My pain, almost surreal...

Girl why do you cry?
There are other ways to pass your broken time...