Here I am
Take the gun to my breathe...

These aren't my imaginations
It's not how I want to be...

They call it dysthymia
They call it depression...

I see this girl drowning in all her misery,
Tears flowing down her cheeks like a river of...

This wish to die is the dream...
To for fill this wish is the hope...

Hurt my closest,
Want so bad to be better...

Shattered is my soul
Rapped does my heart feel...

Can't handle it anymore,
Can hide it no longer...

Unclean bulimia...
You turn me into my greatest disgrace...

My life is twisted and broken,
I see all these people around me so happy...

So here I am
Alone in the dark once more...

So damaged inside,
Something I just have to hide...