Once so far and long ago...
...Yet only months have passed...

So tied up
Can’t break loose...

Smitten on this battleground
Seemed to die a scream...no sound...

I remember when the darkness came
and took away my pain...

First...
A tear dropped in my hand...

Beaten to death…
I live deep inside...

**These are just a few abstract thoughts put...

You are fading with the fog
Under full sky's light...

All these pains inside are coalescing into a...
...You are there, you are panting with the effort...

I feel nothing...
Not the ruffle of clothes as I walk...

Contain this energy safely inside.
Sometimes I can feel the warmth of my simmering...

Sometimes I wish I could just make everything go...
When I look at the world I see how pathetic it is...