Being loved by you
holding on to feel you breathe
feeling your arms embraced
if only this could never end

You know that feeling you get when your exited and thrilled about something unexpected? thats the way i feel when i look at this one special person

Living in a world of shattered dreams
and were love is the most tearful
sitting in a room full of my screams
were i'm about to do the most fearful

Letting my anger run out
squezing out the world of today
and forcing in the past
but all it does is make me cry
because i had to fall in love with you

In all these tears i cry
there is no hope in me
a broken friendship is lost and slain
cuz love had to interfere

Stabbed, forgotten, lied
their rules i cannot abide
accused for something said
now i will sit here wishing to be dead

I'm learning to stay alive
i'm learning that i was wrong
i'm learning what i should have known
i'm learning that you were the one all along

Why is it i feel so used and abused by life and love? is it because i'm not like everyone else?

You can hold me, but do you feel me in your arms? you can see me, but do you even know i'm there? you can know me, but would you ever love me like i love you?

Keeping me to myself, buried in pain
a constant storm within me, with secrets dripping like rain
(its from one of my poems, but its my favorite quote out of all my poems so far)
-harley-